tell me.
Monday, December 31, 2007
people, do i need to be less gullible? tell me! tell me!
oh please. I BEG YOU! tell me.
who knows, there's one stupid fat ass who roams and tries to fool me and maybe you, too.
oh my God.
I am going to post the post I posted (lol) in the Sponge Cola Mailing List.
Subject: Great year-ender show for 2007!
hahaha. figuratively and sarcastically talking, some of us were able to experience a great year-end show for 2007, we just didn't watch it, we were part of it; even you were there too. And I tell you, when you'll know it's just a show... you and devastation will stand face to face. I kid! I kid! Better not spill the beans. Err.
ANYWAY, ano kaya yung next single? sana THE WANDERING o kaya PASUBALI,swak na swak sa mga pangyayari ngayon eh.
May you have a yawnless and loud new year with your family. Leave all those mishaps behind with 2007 and welcome 2008 with infinite blithe.
KOMFERDS, listers, chatters, friends.. hope to see you (again, if applicable! lol) next year. thanks for the great 2007!More Sponge Cola gigs for everyone, sana this year na ang 20th gig ko. HAHA. asa. bow. sabaw.
As for me, all I need is the truth. AT sana ipasa ko ang 1st year ko. rotflol.the truth shall prevail. agree? agree!
*ang diwa ko'y tigib sa kaiisip.
--A
HAHA. I do not mean to sound too harsh, if I actually sound harsh. but hey, you don't know it maybe true. but I think I'd prefer being fooled rather than "that" rumor being true, although I was fooled by the show they've put up as well.
LORD, have mercy. I ask thee for peace of mind and wisdom as well. LORD, help me believe what is supposed to be believed.
As for now, I'd give myself a break and pretend as if I didn't knew anything about "that" rumor at all.
DO I NEED TO BE LESS GULLIBLE? please type in your answer in the chatbox. (now, that's how you spell desperate! lol )
--A
PS. year-end post coming up in a bit!
devastated.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
i am currently in a state of shock right now.
well you see, I was tormented by words I never would've thought I'd read. It pretty much blew me apart.
I can't stop banging my head against the wall, only because I want to forget.
ayoko ng hairspray, ayoko ng wax at lalong ayoko ng darna, darna! what thou fuck.
mabulunan ka sana
PS. i am overly devastated pardon me.
talk about skepticism.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
have you ever doubted about God?
does he really exist?
does he really care?
or maybe even how he made you?
how he made human beings? how about those dinos?
how about the evolution of apes? that asteroid?
and the list goes on for the blah types of questions. hence, we have skepticism.
Frankly, I did; not just once, not even twice but almost everyday of this cycle, that we prefer to call life.Well you see, I am no religious person -- who opens up doors for beggars, someone who gives a damn to the poor, I don't even pray that much. I sometimes do curse the omnipotent up there, and sinning is pretty much a habit for me. Okay, act as if I didn't say that. :) Bottomline is, I somehow changed. I'm pretty sure the "normal" me (so to speak) will be back in a couple of days, unless... yeah, unless:)I've shared some ideas with friends about what I think, me being a skeptic and all that. Hey, it changed after a day and a half.My pretty cousin, gave me a book "A date with the One" I've been reading it for around an hour last night and another hour this morning. It pretty much moved me... I guess? I learned how to pray the right way (though I think there is no wrong way in praying, as long as you pray). 12.27.07 at around 1pm
my mum and I had a small "career talk", I remember telling them how I really couldnt do it, how I can't imagine myself doing one thing I hated (programming) my entire life. I actually resolved to finish up the course, work for a while and eventually take a second course.
Then she asked me what I really wanted to take, I was never given a chance to answer that question during my senior year. Back then, I never knew what the answer is, and to tell you honestly, a year passed and I still don't know the answer. I was too afraid to tell them how much I really wanted to shift courses, knowing I've wasted money my dad earned by working his heart out. I laid out a number of professions, from a nurse to a chef, a dentist, a pilot, a flight stewardess, so to name a few.
My mum told me to settle for something I really like, I answered her back "bakit papayagan ba ako ni Daddy mag-shift?"... "Gusto na niya" my mum answered, I showed a frantic smile and asked what profession suits me best. Mum told me some reasons why they think I should shift onto something I like (1.) They don't see any interest on what I do, (2.)Shift as early as now, so as not to waste more money, and (3.) They don't see any interest on what I do, at all! (did I mention I never liked what I am doing?)
Well you see, this is one branch in my life I shouldn't miss out every time I pray, I've been stressing my ass out to the maximum level as to please my parents and finally-- they saw what I have been concealing for almost a year. I just can't contain the happiness I have now for giving me a chance to shift courses. :) Though I think I wouldn't be studying in the University my heart fell for, but hey at least I had that taste of life. Cheers for the Big Guy upstairs! :)THAT ^^ blessing is just a part of what I had this year, the blast that mended myself altogether.Why don't you try praying every once in a while, it helps. Bum, bum,bum enough of that. :)Sorry if I sort of caused you goosebumps, mouthing those freaking words. :P--A
PS. Im super lazy to elaborate in this post and to edit the "Sponge Cola" post. Oh, Hi Yael! (haha. OO! asa!)
turotot.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
it's time to unveil the "fan" in me.
Sponge Cola.
they are the four astounding gentlemen I mentioned, you might've guessed it right if you're a lister/classmate/friend. Fellow human beings, this is the post I am referring to that would babble about them, Sponge Cola. I'd be introducing them to you one by one--
Yael Yuzon. The Crooner.
Winsome he maybe, but that's not just IT. He got the talent, the brains, the attitude. Using his brawny voice he can undisputedly knock you off your feet. I so love this person:)
Erwin Armovit a.k.a the noteworthy guiatarist.
He's the man behind those drop-dead gorgeous solos. You need to beat the hell out of him before you can hear him tell a story. Another man with the brains and the looks. :)
Gosh Dilay. The adept writer.
Time to hail the man who wrote the songs Una, Pasubali and Gunita. A man who has great love for the Filipino Language. One of the chief writer of the band, witty person you have here. :)
Chris Cantada, the striking drummer.
Hear him hit the drums and go wild. He's one hell of "kengkoy" person, and I'm saying this in a compliment-type of statement, intiendes? With the glasses, you can tell he's one geek-- Star Wars Geek to be exact. I love this person, Mr. Storm Trooper. :)
All hailing from the Ateneo de Manila University, these dumbfounding gentlemen are well... dumbfounding. Rockin' those extraordnaire songs they wrote, they'll have you hooked in no time.
**I need to go. i'll edit this sometime. :)
DONE.
--A
PS. here are just some of the pictures I took with them during the.. :) and uh, I took all the pictures above, if you want to snag a copy do ask for permizziones, ayt?
oh. bummer.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
as mentioned on my previous post, I would post--or more like babble about four astounding gentlemen. But darling, not now, got my bum glued to a steel chair on a net caf. boohoo. Gawd, now I got LAME written all over me.
anyway, this one's going to be short since, I really don't have much to tell.
BUT, I really, really, want to whine about what happened this morning, and this afternoon as well! Friends, you see premonitions do come true, believe me! Darn. Those brain-ripping quizzes, are well.. brain-ripping! I just finished stacking it back to my skull. /aira *zips her mouth*/ Im outrageously out of my mind you know, devastated may be it. God, please help me.
i crush him! /aira *zips her mouth once again*/
oh, I would like to express my gratitude to those who read/s my blog, may it be out of boredom or what-not, and/or maybe because I told them to do so. lmao. but yeah, thanks-- particularly to those who had the frickin' time to leave a message. *group hug* (sorry naman sa kakapalan ko. :))
pardon me for having pazetteek gremmar. well, you know conyo people. darn. like whatever me!
DONE.
--A
marathon-ing.
Monday, December 10, 2007
There'll be two types of marathons here.
It's quite lame for this week since we're going to deal with five quizzes, i repeat five! wherein 3 of them are suprisingly, remarkably and undeniably headbang(-able) subjects. then maybe next week, I'd be suffering from internal hemorrhage. Darn.
1. Theology 2-- no problem here, all we need to remember are those crappy thumbs' up and down's that epitomize eternal life and eternal death respectively.
2. Fil 2-- memorize.
3. CS2 Lab-- this one's gonna cost so much trouble, I'm afraid so. Logic helps (daw!) then how come, I got a good grade in logic and still having a prestigious time wasting my brain cells on it?
4. Physics-- another horrifying subject that I really really really need to prepare for; memorize all those darn formulas. curse you physicists! curse you!
5. Anal Geom-- well, this one's better than those two terrifying subjects, I guess?
So before I drown my precious brain cells on those "X's and Y's", summation of blahs, printf's, eternal life, asimilasyon blah blah blah the list goes on, I decided to give myself a treat by DVD marathon-ing.
I watched 4 movies yesterday had my body glued on the bed. Brought myself into an escapism-- worked well, I must say. I really don't have much to tell about it so I guess I just have to end this. lol.
DONE.
--A.
PS: watch out for a post that's all about four amazing persons. (as if my mga loyal readers. lol.)
diversity.
Sunday, December 9, 2007
I've noticed that those people who often blog, posts about their miseries in life-- I mean most of the time they do, is there no end on all of their laments?
You people, life's too short to be spent on crap. dig on the brighter side of life, trust me you won't regret it.
To be diverse amongst the throng of bloggers, I decided to post not about my mishaps or exhilaration but about something I never thought I would blog about.
Loosing weight.
Lately, I have been so conscious about my weight. I resolved to diet, not fastfood diet but financial diet. The intent of that "financial diet" is not just to lose weight but also a way to learn how to be thrifty. Yes, thrifty; well, you see I'm no thrifty person, I spend cash everytime I feel there's a need to do so. Then again, I need to be thrifty not for myself but for this coming season of giving, do I hear an "awwwww"? lol. :)
going back, I actually lost some pounds late November; Boy, am I happy! it's every girls' dream to lose some weight, you know. Well maybe except for those anorexic people. I was reaching hundred and thirty pounds(perhaps?), OMG! did I just say that? yet here comes the big part, I lost more than 10 pounds, yey for me! Okay, I sound shitty. Wait, I don't look that fat though, it's because I'm around 5'5" in height. lol. I need to weigh less than 110 pounds within the month of January. Mark my words... or maybe you shouldn't. Darn!
I really sound naive, don't I? But I really, really, really want to lose some weight. oh yeah. Is this another non-sense post? Well then, pardon me.
and i have succeeced!
Saturday, December 8, 2007
only because i was jealous.
it was only because i was jealous of my friends, classmates and who-ever-they may-be is the reason why I even decided to create (well, again) another blog. I've tried live journal before and had 2-3 accounts that turned out to be outrageously vulgar, i tell you. they've been abandoned. lol.
well, i do hope this one turns out good, not good but great! :)
DONE.
--A.
PS. sorry for an inane entry, and a newbie type of blog--i don't have much in it. lame, i know.
EY-AY-AR-EY
