Bomb diggity! i can deal with life without looking too desperate to get it over with. not that i want to get it over with. im here to tell stories, how i deal with reality and that's basically it. :)

EY-AY-AR-EY
im EY-AY-AR-EY, go figure.
18 femme.
music buff.
i love foreign series.
hardcore stubborn stupid kiddo.
i am a big misfit in grammar-ology so don't blame me if I ruin English's beauty. :)

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Kanina naging emotionally at mentally unstable ako dahil si Baby.. Baby, okay di ko pa siya napangalanan eh, pero sa ngayon Yael na lang. Wag, mukhang masagwa Gab(Gabriel) nalang-- ipinangalan sa kapatid ni Melinda Gordon ang bida sa Ghost Whisperer. E kasi kanina, sobrang nakakagago eh, nagmukha na akong shunga dahil sa pag-aalala ke Gab, dahil ayaw lumitaw nung desktop pagkatapos ko i-log-in, sobrang nakakakaba kaya. Ikaw nga sige, yung bagay na matagal mo iniingatan biglang BABOOM--di gumana ng maayos e di diba mababaliw ka din? Wag mong sabihing hindi dahil hindi rin ako maniniwala. Pero ngayon eto na siya, nagagamit ko na at bisibol na bisibol na! :) Aylabyu Gabriel!

Naasar ako, alam mo bakit? Malamang hindi. Ayoko ngang sabihin, ano ka? Sineswerte? Aba naman. Parang mas masaya magpost ng english, kasi naman kapag ganun mapapagamit talaga utak mo yung tipong syempre, gusto mo magmukhang matalino kaya hahabaan mo yung pagsasalita mo ng english para magmukhang matalino. Pero, hindi ko linalahat ha? Merong iba namang matalino naman pakinggan kahit hindi na pahabain pa o magpakahirap magenglish. E ako? Nahahanay sa unang pangkat! Oo, trying hard na kung trying hard!

Ang saya naman magpost sa tagalog kaso. Oo. Gusto ko pa magkwento pero sa susunod nalang!

--A

This baby has been idle for some days now, for some unknown reasons I decided not to or maybe--just maybe, my fingers are too sloth to trickle my keyboard, I call it! It's time to get cranky and sappy as you proceed to what I'm about to share. [if I actually have something to share].

I clearly have nothing to share. I got a tip though, for you guys out there who are trying to score some pogi points for your girls, we girls freak out everytime you type/text like this "hOw R yA?!..! nYaHeKhEk..!". Apparently, we find it very pathetic and annoying--the excessive use of punctuation marks, shift key/caps lock or in cases of texts, the number sign. I must remind you that "that" does not lead you to your girls heart, if you love her then you must let go of that mister. Unless, that girl's also the i-love-sticky-caps type. Iiick.

Ms. Vargas has a post that clearly served as an eye opener for me. So maybe, I must let go of the usage of english language [I'm half as good as everyone is!] and blog with tagalog posts that can show great wit as well. I think I just got a dose of my own medicine, and boy--it does taste bitter!

At dahil dun, magtataglog na ako. Pero teka, tatapusin ko na ata eto kasi medyo inaantok nako. Haha. I don't sound witty.. AT ALL!

ang shunga
-A

kasabwat ko dito si Kat a.k.a kthlnn_wbb! hahahaha! ayun tapos na. :) pinakauna ko itong tagalog na oo. tagalog!

--A

hahahaha. bigla akong hinanap nung babae? just because Yael mentioned my name? haha. funny. tapos Yael answered "nandito si airaaira".

I don't know if that "yeah" is actually for me. haha!

HAHA. goodbye's? fits well. This post is done. Haha. :)

--A

Yes, you've guessed it! Ditto! :)

I feel ashamed of what I've been lately, socially-wise and physically-wise. I've been a social bad-ass lately and I am awfully hating it. For those people who were/are affected by my villain-y personality lately, I am sorry per se.

Physically wise, I have been spending days having my body glued to the bed, online almost the whole day, I only stand up for special purposes -- summary? This summer's doing me no good. No good, I tell you.

I want to blog all day, fortunately [for you] I have nothing to blog about or maybe later I will be posting another entry this time, totally tagalog! :)

--A

Someone has been feeding me the go-crazy-for-miguel-escueta pills. Anyone, help? Haha.

Still not familiar? Ugh. Falling Away, Isipin, Take Me There? Does it ring any bell? No? Basta, I am back with the Miguel Escueta mania, he's an Atenista [alert people!] he's a good basketball player; he played for the TeamB of Ateneo de Manila University, he has this hottie-hunk-macho-star look. All in all, whole package -- noteworthy! Falling Away, his debut single is commonly mistaken as a foreign song. cool, eh?

Oh and He's a batchmate of Mr. Yuzon, doesn't seem like it no? Since he looks really young. Somewhere between 18-21? diba? He's really nice, he replied to my email and a long one at that; unlike Mr. Yuzon's one liner emails. Haha. :) M.E. is lalalalooove. :) He's soo gwapo-- eminently gwapo! :P

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Everyone knows Switch Foot, right? Better listen to their song "Life and Love and Why". For your convenience, I tried searching it in imeem but the results turned to zero or something like that. It's GUH-reeeyt! :) It gives me the chills and goosebumps every time I listen to it. Well, anyway here's the lyrics. :)

"They can because they think they can"
--Virgil

Lately, I couldn't take off one thing in my mind -- how I got through this enigma which appears to be the Academic Year 2007-2008 without fracturing any bone-- maybe cuts and bruises but no big deal. I was able to endure circumstances that I thought I couldn't get over with.

I always rewind and play that one day I was holding myself back, telling myself not to go any further. I told myself that there's no way I can pass physics, that there's no way I can get through my freshman year without taking any summer classes and there's no way I can get over this without crying. The Pre-Final Grades were up, I was nowhere near the passing line, I actually tried to resolve it by dropping the subject or by failing it due to absences or leave it as something incomplete. Obviously, something/someone kept pulling me back telling me not to leave that horrible state.

To cut the long story short, believe that you can so that you really can. Well, I haven't thought of that before but now, I just want to be filled with the spirit of optimism and stop having negative views in life. Give yourself a break, you won't regret it :) All you gotta do is trust the big guy up there, try talking to him once in a while and you will never know what he can do for you. :)

Well anyway, I want to thank CS4 for making my first year in college unbelievably humorous, undeniably memorable and amazingly great. Every one of you made a difference, I love everyone the same but of course notches higher love ko sa mga girl friends, noh! :P

lol. i am so like maarte here. :)

CS4 don't forget to believe in yourself and don't forget to believe that you can. I may never know what is in store for me in my college life if it weren't for you guys, you made the trip super worth it. :) Thank You.

CS4 girls, I can't thank you enough for tolerating my super busy mouth, for my lifetime long kwentos, for my bad-ass personality, for my bitchy-ness, for treating me as the bunso and for always counting my opinions in though I think they're quite futile. :)

Anyway, this is one boring post, I must say. Lmao. I think I tinker bell needs to sprinkle me some of her pixie dust. Off to Neverland.

see you in the flipside.
--A

I can't flip the image here, so just flip your screens--better yet your head nalang. HAHA. This is how our new uniform will look like--I hope they can implement it anytime soon! :)

this is how happy I am, very awkward pose.

--A

Okay, I just posted an entry earlier this day but I already saw my grades online--and I must say, not bad! If it weren't for those effin' threes -- but hey, I am more than grateful to have those three's noh, remember I was supposed to fail two subjects?

Anyway, I shouldn't post this here--apparently it's very confidential [for some!] and my GWA just went a wee bit oomph than last semester! Haha. Okay, it's now time to feast on my dullwitted-ness. Lmao.

I have this confession, I couldn't keep it to myself anymore and I sort of need to blurt it out.

Atenistas are hella, friggin', effin', fcukin' great. They have prominence attached to their names. I just don't get it why they already have the brains and the money and even the looks! Okay, you Atenistas should take this as a compliment noh. Everytime my mind wanders.. having reached the street of insecurities--there's no way I'd forget about Atenistas. They are so deeeym lucky, and to think they get to manage ginormous companies whether they own in or not.

Let's just say, that yes, I am a Thomasian... pero iba pa rin pag Atenista ka eh, I don't know what it is they have but everytime I hear that "THAT" person is an Atenista there's no way I wouldn't go back and check how s/he looks, there's no way I wouldn't turn my head and take a look, there's no way I wouldn't want to be-friend that person. I'd die just to be an Atenista. Okay, I sound desperate pardon me and if ever your an Atenista--please and please oh please pardon my grammar. Have I mentioned that they are effin' great when it comes to their knowledge in English? Hemorrhage darling.

On the other news, kanina or maybe yesterday.. I should have posted an entry something full of resentment, fury and anxiety-- kaso change of fate eh. That's actually the first time I jotted down crap while crying. Yes yes, lame I know. :)

If you noticed, I have my counter below and it's still in it's two digits phase. So, poor me. Aww. I understand that my blog isn't exactly the bloggeriffic blog like others own. Low vocabulary standings, Low Imagination ability and Shawty got low low low. Watev me.

--A

I don't know how to start this entry but anyway.. here it goes.

April 2 '07.

Release of clearance slip, I was pretty confident that I'll be taking up at least one summer class. I was hoping I would pass one of those horrifying subjects kasi eh[i had this itsy bitsy spark of hope for analytic geometry]. But then there's this sudden turn, this lady handed me my clearance slip--I was stunned, apparently I didn't see a word starting with the fcukin' letter F! I asked the lady who handed me the slip "AKIN BA ITO?!" with the astonished tone. There it is, Littianne Aira Ambrocio, no failing marks! I was like not me for about an hour and a half. Who wouldn't be? I saw singkos next to my name and now. O my Goodness, God is Good and He will never forsake me--He loves me and I love him! :) Went home with abot-sa-tenga smiles.

AND THEN IT TOOK ANOTHER TURN.

Yes, Yes, I'll have my trip to Singapore. POOF. My parents laid out a plan for my summer! Appalling? You bet! I'll have my OJT na. Good Lord, this is not a joke isn't it? Like I'd be working for no salary.. at all! Like hello? I am only 16 and I am only in the segue of my Freshman year to Sophomore. I think I'd go with the summer classes! Aloofness pops in! I am so not interested. I thought I'd say "Hi" again to daydreaming. Hu hu hu. Talk about consequences, eh?

--A

pardon my out of zee world grammar.

I captured this feeling earlier, I don't get it why there's this part of me who wants to blog and there's this part of me who doesn't. So, don't blame me if I often cut my posts short. I think the ones below are short, don't you? or don't you? wait. you don't, don't you?

• SUMMER

throw in sunblocks or suntanning lotion, whichever you prefer for this is the time when babes turn into hooties. get your skin stained with hennas, wear those gorgeous bikinis' and soak yourself under the sun and get those fantabulous tan lines. let guys go ooh-la la while you go flaunt and strut in the beach. shake your BOO-TEY! [tornado type sucking sound goes here] now, that's the typical summer everyone would like to be in--don't get me wrong I'd like that too, I want to take a summer vacation maybe even a month long vacation. but some people in UST awaits me, I'd be spending my summer in the summer capital of UST, the Engineering Building. Boohoohoohoo. Goodbye gorgeous tanlines, goodbye beach and goodbye to my baby, daydreaming.

Speaking of friggin' summer classes, it is the reason why I'm awfully deprived of such living. I am deprived of my gig-ing life, I am deprived of late night online surfing, I am deprived of daydreaming and guess what? my family is planning to go to Singapore and leave me behind because of the fcukin' summer class. Have I not suffered much? Oh good Lord, have mercy! I don't want to talk much about it.

• Matthew Mc Conaughey.

Have you seen How to lose a guy in ten days? or Wedding Planner? Have you seen the leading man? Wait! Leading man is not a movie noh. I am talking about this hunk-a-macho guy, Matthew Mc Conaughey, sure he's not that gwapo for some but he has the capital letter A for Appeal! I can compare him to Mr. Yuzon, Mr. Yuzon's not that gwapo as well, but he also has the capital letter A for Appeal. Both guys are completely drool-worthy. Lmao. I kid, I kid! But hey, both are macho. MMC, macho but it has that chubby look on him.. the muscles are getting too big, eh? Same thing goes for Mr. Yuzon, have you guys noticed that? Despite of his skinny-ity he somehow looks malaman because of his overworkedout ma-ma-muscles. :) Teka, I am confused though, there are times Mr. Yuzon looks malnourished, excuse the term.. but hey! totoo naman diba? but there's a time that he sort of looks like malaman.

• Myx Music Awards.

Congratulations to the guys of Sponge Cola, they won 3 out of 4 nominations! Hoorah! I was actually expecting two awards only, but the favorite video came in as a bonus! To the raging fans of the other band whom they thought should have won the favorite video awards, to clear it all up the Text Votes are only 60%, and 40% are votes from other artists so don't think that Myx is being bias or what. Sponge Cola deserves that award naman eh, because of their modesty and down to earth personalities kaya siguro other artists voted for them because they desurrve it.

YOU STINK, YOU LOSE. I kid! I kid!

--A

amen to that!