Bomb diggity! i can deal with life without looking too desperate to get it over with. not that i want to get it over with. im here to tell stories, how i deal with reality and that's basically it. :)

EY-AY-AR-EY
im EY-AY-AR-EY, go figure.
18 femme.
music buff.
i love foreign series.
hardcore stubborn stupid kiddo.
i am a big misfit in grammar-ology so don't blame me if I ruin English's beauty. :)

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Blurred. Hahaha. I really really hate it, especially when we have to be dismissed at 5 during saturdays, if you're a lister we'll be in the same page. Yes, it's because of the gigs--Sponge Cola's third album will come out any time mid '08 which means-- mall tours. Mall tours usually start at 5:00 and we get to be dismissed at 5:00! Travel time takes something like, an hour and a half. Ano aabutan ko? Autograph signing? Errr. No thanks! A total mayhem, I must say, A total mayhem. Other than gigging issues, I'm okay with it since I'll be going home during sundays because of NSTP. Which reminds me, I haven't made up my mind yet.

And I just noticed, we have something like 4 not math related subjects. FOUR. Fooour out of eleveeeeeeeen.This is probably the year I'll dread the most. Fun and drudgery is bounded by a thin line, where they can actually stand face to face. Hoping it'll only be for a year.

Errr. I think I need an Anger Management program.

--A

What the hell is wrong with me? I've been feeling sick for two days now. Is this what you call karma? Is this what I get for bragging about my good and well maintained health?Like one instance, I sort of bragged about it, after 30-40 minutes-- I collapsed. That was February 6 2008. Naman. Tapos, I needed to be vaccinated pa, this year as well-- that was like 5 shots din. Like capital W for HUWAAAY? For the first half of 2008, I had around 20 shots already. I was confined and operated once. Last year, I hardly remember a sleepless night caused by something anatomical--there was one, yata. Other than that, wala na eh. This year is a total messup for my health. I loathe it.

Anyway, slacking for me is the best way to get through summer. That's why my blog is eeeering with cobwebs already. Haha. I've actually thought of abandoning it just like my other blogs. Hahaha. :)

Anyway, I'll be celebrating two years na. TWO YEAAAARS of being a fan, this is by far the longest period I've ever wasted time in. Haha. It's a total waste eh, setting aside friendships, of course. If it weren't for my friends there, I wouldn't stick that long. Seryoso. :) It's quite an achievement, really. Like two years is actually long na din noh though I haven't had my 20th gig yet. Soon!

Thank you nga pala kay Ate Paw, for the awaaaaaaaaaaaaard. Happy Second Anniversary din pala sayo! Cheers to us? YEYEYEYE! Next time na ako mangaaward. :)

Happy Second Anniversary! :)

--A

Taglish post ito. Promise.

Last Tuesday-- May 6, I started to feel pain in my lower and right part of my tummy, I thought it was nothing, maybe something like not well digested food. I guess I was wrong, it came to a state that I have to curl up in bed because of the pain. As a remedy, I drank a pill and went to sleep. I though that ended it, in my case it didn't-- I woke up because of the pain and fever, I think that was around 4am?

My parents decided to bring me into the hospital, while in the ER they examined my tummy and called in for a urine and cbc test. The results were up and my white count's above average in medical terms that's equal to infection. I had UTI and the tummy pain is a symptom of Appendicitis. Sinuggest nung doctor na iadmit ako sa hospital for observation sa Appedicitis, it is known that the progression of Appendicitis is fast. I was transfered to another hospital for Philhealth blah, para makatipid daw.

While I was in the hospital bed I had my dose of IV fluids, my surgeon came in examined my tummy and confirmed it was Appendicitis. I was downright suprised, I never expected to be operated. Malala lang, naconfine at ooperahan ako the same day. They called in for an emmergency appendectomy, removing my appendix. My doctor predicted that my appendix was not in its proper location slightly tilted towards my bladder, therefore pus cells in my urine. Sounds kadiri no? Deal with it binasa mo eh. :)) While I was rushed into the OR, I felt my knees shaking,masyado atang ninerbyos. My Anesthesiologist mentioned, I'd be asleep in 5 minutes then pagkagising ko daw e nasa recovery room na ako.After the surgery, I woke up around 3:30, I was injected with sedatives (ata yun?) around 11:25, I was knocked out long. I woke up, feeling a bit dizzy and half of my body paralyzed.

Naawa ako sa sarili ko, I had four skin tests which were awfully painful I tell you, one had blood clots pa nga eh. : I had two cbc tests, never bathed for three errr days. No food for two days, no water for 36+ hours. But other than that, no complaints-- my doctor was good and my anesthesiologist is funny. :)

After the operation pala, someone took my BP, temperature and pulse every hour. Medyo nakaka-antala lang sa pagtulog ko. They checked it every hour until I go stable. So yun. :)

Sorry I have to tell my story here. Sort of need attention, I guess? Haha. At least di ko naman binroadcast/pinabroadcast sa ML. :)

It feels good watching Pasubali and Bitiw (Myx live performance) in the hospital bed, iba eh. :)

Sa mga friends ko pala sa mIRC, sorry for the personality, got used sa condition sa hospital, spoiled and all attention was on me, so I sort of wanted that na mapansin niyo na I was getting better. It's an awful mindset for me, sorry.

I miss *ae*. HAHAHA!
--A

PS. Love you Ma, you took care of me all the way. Happy happy mother's day. :)

Okay, magpopost ako dito na kung babasahin--eh, di masyadong magandang basahin. Tungkol ito sa mga nagpopost sa ML ng Sponge Cola, yung tipong mahilig mambaha ng mga mensahe e kung susuriin wala namang kakwenta kwenta. Kung sa tingin mo isa ka sa mga yun, tingin ka sa pinakaitaas ng browser mo, kita mo yung X dun na nasa kahon na pula? Yun, pindutin mo yun. Okay?

Di ko alam kung ipopost ko ito sa ML ng Sponge Cola kasi nakakaasar nalang talaga kung minsan. Pero kung ano man, ipopost ko nalang dito kung hindi ko man siya mailalagay sa ML. At kung isa ka sa mga taong matatamaan ng sasabihin ko dito, kung ipagkakalat mo yung link ko dahil galit na galit ka sakin. Aba eh. Alam kong madami kayo--sorry nalang, meron akong mga kakampi. At oo, MGA!

"Hello!

Sa mga taong napakahilig mag-post ng mga mensahe dito na kung titignan eh, wala namang kakwenta pero patuloy pa rin sa pagpopost. Eh, Hello sa inyo!

Alam niyo ba na minsan, yung mga messages niyo minsan wala ng ibang linalaman kung hindi, mga walang kakwentahan? Teka, diba may number ka nung ka-emailan mo? e kung tutuusin kaYM mo pa eh. Alam mo namang gamitin ang YM diba? mas okay yun--iilang segundo lang makukuha mo na reply ng kausap mo hindi tulad sa ML, magaantay ka pa ng iilang oras o kaya naman araw pa. Meron din naman text diba? E yun, mas konting paghihirap pa--hindi mo na kailangan ng ilang minuto para maantay na magbukas computer mo, e sa text punta ka lang sa menu tapos messaging. O diba? Mas madali pa keysa pumunta sa home page ng ML ng Sponge Cola para batiin ang iilang tao dun. Minsan yung iba hindi lang kasi ang pagbati ang intensyon niyo/nila eh, minsan para nalang mapansin kayo/sila ng ibang tao, na kung susuriin eh kapansin-pansin nga pero ano? Nakakairita. Punto ko lang kasi, pwede niyo namang mapag-usapan sa text diba? Pangit lang dun yung mga bagay na sobrang wala kakonekoneksyon yung tipong boyfriend ng ate mo napaguusapan niyo pa sa ML, yung mga ganung bagay sa text nalang. Diba? Kaya kayo may clan clan diba? Kung paguusapan niyo man yun, may initials tayong "OT" para kahit papano man lang maiclassify yung post niyo na Out of Topic. Okay?

Minsan naman yung iba, nagpopost ng walang kakone-koneksyon, tulad nung isda nilang tumalon sa tubig, pagkawalan ng kuryente, si Robi Domingo (at oo, crush ko din yun!) at naknakan ng dami pang iba.

Meron pa ngang sinasabing gusto makaclose si Yael, marami din may gusto nun kaso lang, wag mo na ipakitang ganun mo kagusto. Meron ding nagsabi na mas mahal na niya si Yael keysa sa sarili niya. Siguro kung marerape lang nila si Yael, nirape na nila. Alam niyo, ako na natatakot para ke Yael eh. Oo, dumaan din ako sa ganyan pero hindi ganyan kagrabe.

Mas nakakaasar pa minsan, magpopost na nga ng walang kakwentahan tapos GanEetOuh pAh maG'taYp iH!..!!! aLaM niYoUh bAnG naDuDulEenG aNg iBa sA giNaGaWa niYoUh??!!..

Alam kong ang sama ko ng pakinggan, parang may sumampal sayo eno? Iwasan nalang kasi, kung maari icompile nalang sa iisang post ang pagbati niyo. Alam kong hindi lang ako ang naasar sa mga ganito.

Alam kong hindi din matutuwa si Yael sa sinabi ko, dahil malamang kokonti lang ang mga emails na darating na hindi nila ikakatuwa, overwhelming nga naman kasi ang maraming posts pero minsan hindi na maganda ang sobra, okay?

Please be less inconsiderate. Peace mehn!

--A"

Eh, alam kong ang sama sama ko talaga. Pero sorry naman kung parang may tumadyak sayo dahil sa sinabi ko. At oo, opinyon ko lang ito. Di natin maiiwasan na may taong maasar at isa na ako dun.

--A