im screwed loose

kapampangan.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

change of plans, my dad decided to let us go to the lister's night big thanks to my mom. everything you'll read after this will be written in kapampangan. so, so long!

Im not sure if my mom and dad could actually read this, since.. basta.

Ma,
dakal a salamat keka, emu balu kung makananu ku kaswerte ikang meging ima ku, salamat keng pamanintindi mu kaku potang magulo ku lalo na potang magbiwisit ku dahil eku makapunta karing gig. Kaluguran da ka Ma, sobra. Kung abasa me ini, emu na sasabyan kakung abasa mu ne. Hehe, Dumine kumu keka. Dakal a salamat potang apapkisabi mu ku kang dadi potang bisa kung mag-gig. Masaya ku at meging mas close tamu ngeni, maski mo sa dahil keng Sponge Cola. Love you, Ma. :)

Dad,
Dakal a salamat mu naman keka, kaswerte ku mu naman at ikang meging tatang ku. Eyu balung mami kung makananu ku papasalamat potang papayagan yu ku mag-gig maski keng Menila ya pa, sopan yu ku. Dad, kaluguran da ka sobra. Salamat mu naman dahil pepaburen yu kung magaral Menila, ampo potang pagbigyan yu kung pagbigyan. Pasensya na mu naman potang magdabog ku. Salamat keng pagmamalasakit mu kaku ampo potang magobra kang masalese bantang akwa ku ing buri ku. Love you, Dad. :)

Kekayung adwa, pasensya na kung Malangi kung anak. Kung abasa ye man ini, e yu na sasabyan kaku dumine ku mu. Hehe. :)

Love,
Aira. :)

the year that was

Monday, January 28, 2008

January 28, 2007 exactly a year ago, one man made me one of the happiest girls, just by remembering my name and spelling it out.

You might have guessed it right, it is indeed Mr. Y. It has been a year since dozens and bunches of memories made me totally ecstatic and made me flash my oh-so-frantic smile. Loads of majestic scenes were embodied in one year, may it be blitheful or hapless or hapless and have I mentioned hapless?

Aha! You've guessed it right again! It's another portal to my fangirl-ity! buwahahaha! Wala lang, I just wanted to share it with you, I suppose?

Anyway, I would like too mention some of those "majestic scenes", 'til timidity pops. No, I'm just sloth-- super sloth, it's sloth and NOT slut! Irk.

Oh, one thing that made my nerves wrack is that I can't go to the first ever Sponge Cola lister's Night, you ask where it'll be held? right in front of my school, read-- in front! if it weren't for those gerdemn curfews! (note: gerdemn is not a word unless.. hmm, no it really isn't! ) I want to wail my heart out. You don't know how melancholic I was when I've recived "the news". :((

By the way, Sponge Cola released their repackaged album, Transit Deluxe which costs 5 bucks less 300. I tell you, that sum is not enough to reimburse the eminence it embraces. Not to mention how Mr. Y looked err-hoooot on the cover. Do grab a copy noooow! :)

insert another anyway here.

a belated happy, joyous, gay, merry birthday to Mr. Christopher Cantada, another great person I've shared memories with. :) May you receive all the blessings you deserve and the most pinakabest-est health. :)

I look really stupid on that picture, but I love it all the same. :)

Gravity is pulling on me telling me to go hit the sack! No, a Sloth bug just bit me lang pala. So I must greet you a-- CHOORAH!

super sloth!

--A

fangirl-ity!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

to tell you honestly, i am no big fan of korean dramas, or koreanovelas as Filipinos fondly call them.

but this particular series brought me into a whirlpool of emotions.

coffee prince. :)

okay, tag me as one cheesy person when it comes to this type of blog entry. i am a big chick flick junkie, and CP is actually post-worthy! i may spill some beans here--no worries! i'll try to hold them all in! :)

I am fascinated by the fact that I haven't eaten that much all because i can't stop playing and pausing the DVD -- you know, to read those subtitles that can almost break your skull and tear your knowledge about english grammar, and im in no place to kid! so don't tell me how much i messed up the rules in grammar-ology!

I think I can not keep my word about not spilling the beans, maybe in some sort I will, because.. I won't go into details. :) if you would not want to proceed well then.. shoo! lol.

I am giving CP five stars out of five! oh! can i give a seven? wait! a quarter less seven? the ending was not that satisfying--but hey! it is still way beyond the perfect score though!

Choi Han Kyul was well portrayed by Gong Yoo, that made me love the series twice as much than I should; Not to mention he's errr-hoooot! (for me he is, do that cracklin' sizzlin' sound! *tsssss*) it's just that he is so perfect for that role, but I'm afraid that he'll just turn out as the Piolo Pascual/Sam Milby of Korea. No way!

Go Eun Chan played by Yoon Eun Hye, was magnifico! she did look that boyish and still manage to keep her femme side. two thumbs up! count pinkies in too! :)

What kept me glued to the TV set is that Gong Yoo can make you fall for the character of Han Kyul, he can make you go "awwww". One thing, I may sound "eeeky" -- when he hugs Eun Hye, that makes me wanna hug him too. You'll see protection and security from that hug. shut-ut-ut up me! pero seryoso, he can make you find your very own Han Kyul. I actually dreamt about him last night after watching CP for more than 8 hours. seryoso! lol.

I pity CP's lost, they are planning to do a sequel... and guess what? Gong Yoo may not be on it, why? All because he's going to work for the Army! No. No. and NO! No. No talaga! *wail, weep, mourn*

going back, I am also enchanted how the story developed, how Eun Chan and Han Kyul would argue then get everything settled the other day, and in a way that will make your heart melt because of it's of romanticalness. :)

Am I makin such a fuss with this Koreanovela? lol. I think I need to stop now; I'm freaking you out now, right? lol. :)

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*putting up another topic*

"hey there! Happy happy birthday! Thanks for all the support. Hope everything works out for you and that you turn all skeptics into believers. Have fun in School! :)

yael "

dated june 29 2007, a month before my birthday. :)

I am confused, why would he insert "that you turn all skeptics into believers" in a greeting? isn't that weird? at the same time inspiring. :) I mean how can I do that? Turn all skeptics into believers? Even I am my own skeptic you know. It's somehow cool that the one person whom you least expected to greet you, greeted you a month early and also, the very first one who greeted that year.

I told you not to mind the grammatical errors as long-- as you understood what I meant; the perfect excuse, I tell you.

--AiRA.

renduum.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

a bit /uh-beet/ - span of time, at least 5 days.

I think I have my own dictionary, it's January 9 and still my year-ender post is nowhere to be found. lol. in regards to "own words", I sometimes use words that does not stand out for it's real meaning. for short, I don't use them right. I am saying this to save my butt from embarassment. rotflol.

since no one even dared to answer the question in my previous post , I guess I have to figure it out by myself, which I already did. and I admit, I am one gullible person that I really need to lessen my "gullibility".

Modesty aside, I think I still need to say sorry to that person whom I suspected having an affair with another person, and I tell you previous posts have nothing to do with it, seryoso.

--0--

i should've posted that last January 9, today's January 13. I am a good procrastinator! I know, I know, need not to tell.

Getting back, I really am digging the hell out of me to say sorry to that person. My conscience tags along everytime, and I really, really, really want to send my most sincere apologies to that one person. If I need to rip my heart out of the rib cage to tell how sincere I am, then I'd do it. Solo para el! WAIT! You do know I said that figuratively. Diba? Oo! Oo! Pero seryoso, it's been killing me for days, I am choking on words I typed. I'm sorry Sir/Ma'am. Sorry. (No, s/he is no teacher)

Oh my God, did I tell you I'm sorry?

To change the topic, I managed to somehow keep up with the class. Everything's very intricate, if the word intricate would not convey the intricateness of the situation maybe you can throw perplexity in the bunch. Now you know? If not, mind you -- better not know about it.

I was able to notice that my blog is sort of turning into a regular blog that would embody some of my unpredictible outcome that is unfortunate.

Wait, I think I need to do someting. I think.

--A